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Thursday, September 9th, 2004

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Subject:kathy mattea - where have you been
Time:12:37 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Music:kenny rogers - lady.
Claire had all but given up
When she and Edwin fell in love
She touched his face and shook her head
In disbelief she sighed and said
In many dreams I've held you near
Now at last you're really here

Where have you been?
I've looked for you for ever and a day
Where have you been?
I'm just not myself when you're away


He asked her for her hand for life
Then she became a salesman's wife
He was home each night by 8
But one stormy evening he was late
Her frightened tears fell to the floor
Until his key turned in the door

</b>Where have you been
Ive searched for you forever and a day
Where have you been
Im just not myself when your away</b>

They'd never spent a night apart
For 60 yrs she heard him snore
Now they're in a hospital
In seperate beds on different floors

Claire soon lost her memory, forgot the names of family
She never spoke a word again
Then one day they wheeled him in
He held her hand and stroked her hair
In a fragile voice she said

Where have you been
Ive searched for you forever and a day
Where have you been
Im just not myself when your away
Im just not myself when your away

Monday, August 23rd, 2004

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Subject:To John Paul...remember this song?!
Time:9:52 pm.
Mood: content.
Music:same.
I never had no one
I could count on
I’ve been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin’
So tired of searchin’
’til you walked into my life
It was a feelin’
I’d never known
And for the first time
I didn’t feel alone

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don’t know where I’d be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You’re my best friend
You’re my best friend, oh yeah

You stand by me
And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
You’re right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
And I still tremble
When we touch
And oh the look in your eyes
When we make love

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I don’t know where I’d be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You’re my best friend
You’re my best friend

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I don’t know where I’d be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You’re my best friend
You’re my best friend (my best friend)
You’re my best friend (my best friend)

Tuesday, June 15th, 2004

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Subject:maria mena - sorry
Time:6:37 pm.
Mood: hot.
Music:same.
Vauge sound of rain
pierces through my song again
but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so I let it burn

I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call them up for more

And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry

He grabs my wrists
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you
I'll play the part

And I say baby, so I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
I am sorry

He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
I am sorry

Tuesday, May 25th, 2004

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Subject:new journal made
Time:4:47 pm.
new journal has been made
people i wanted added are now added.
i made a personals group, so only certain people can read certain posts. its nothing personal to anyone, its just people i trust the most with my most inner personal things and feelings.
theres one post already made.

Monday, May 24th, 2004

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Subject:hahaha...gotta love the quizes
Time:4:22 pm.

What do you dream about?
Name/Nickname:
Age:
Zodiac Sign:
Fav. Color Combo:
Your dreams generally include: Sexy men and women
Approximate number of monthly nightmares: 106
The worst monster you've seen in a dream:
Your dreams are usually realistic
Percentage of dreams involving sex - 94%
Will your dreams ever come true? (8) - Yes - definitely. - (8)
This Quiz by cutelilangelx - Taken 70516 Times.
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New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology

Wednesday, May 19th, 2004

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Time:3:45 pm.
steveo_fan

What color is YOUR username?
Instructions:
1. Copy and paste this: [font color=USERNAME][b]USERNAME[/b][/font] into your journal.
2. Replace USERNAME with yours.
3. Replace [] with <>.

Saturday, May 15th, 2004

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Time:7:31 pm.
Mood: crazy.
Music:D12 - how come.
D12 - How come )

Friday, May 14th, 2004

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Subject:Christina Aguilera - the voice within -----one word...WOW
Time:5:39 pm.
Mood: hungry.
Music:same song.
Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

Find the REASON

Subject:quizes cause i was bored
Time:3:00 pm.
you have.. Dysthymic Disorder
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What type of Depression do you have? (MANY different outcomes)
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I AM 35% EMO!
35% EMO
Hmm.. I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional.... enough said... Now that I stopped looking at my shoes, I know how the real world looks.

Wednesday, May 5th, 2004

1 Found the REASON ** Find the REASON

Time:9:19 am.
My LiveJournal Sitcom
Bringing Up bulls (TNN, 7:00): steveo_fan (Corey Feldman) invents a new kind of chocolate bar and gets thefictionalme (Frank Sinatra) to sell it. Later, rkitty (Cybill Shepherd) makes fun of lougan (RuPaul) for enjoying El Nino. Afterwards, _hungry_eyes (Frances McDormand) overhears whamola (John Turturro) talking about Marxism. Later that day, bedfrog46 (Kevin Bacon) hits on estrellablue (James Marsters)'s co-worker. Also, juststfu (Jim Breuer) and ipokefish (Petula Clark) collaborate on writing a romance novel. Wackiness ensues.
What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern)

Tuesday, May 4th, 2004

4 Found the REASON ** Find the REASON

Time:11:21 pm.
Mood: scared.
so fucking scared right now
im at the boys house
creepy man in backyard
cops, dog, helicopter
me = holding broom ready to kill
me = also shaking like crazy wanting to go home right now.
me = alone in creepy house

Monday, May 3rd, 2004

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Subject:thanks a lot tina!!
Time:6:04 pm.
Mood: giddy.
Music:elvis - i cant help falling in love with you.
Once a lonely caterpillar sat and cried,
to a sympathetic beetle by his side.
"I've got nobody to hug,
I'm such an ugly bug."

Then a spider and a dragon fly replied,
"If you're serious and want to win a bride,
come along with us,
to the glorious
annual ugly bug ball."

Come on let's crawl
gotta crawl, gotta crawl
to the ugly bug ball
to the ball, to the ball
and a happy time we'll have there
one and all
at the ugly bug ball

While the crickets clicked their tricky melodies
all the ants were fancy-dancing with the fleas
then up from under the ground
the worms came squirming around

Oh they danced until there legs were nearly lame
every little crawling creature you could name
everyone was glad
what a time they had
they were so happy they came

Everyone was glad! What a time they had!
they were so happy they came!

Come on let's crawl
gotta crawl, gotta crawl
to the ugly bug ball
to the ball, to the ball
and a happy time we'll have there
one and all!
at the ugly bug ball.

Then our caterpillar saw a pretty queen
she was beautiful in yellow, black and green
he said, "Would you care to dance?"
their dancing led to romance.

and she sat upon his caterpillar knees
and he gave his caterpillar queen a squeeze
soon they'll honeymoon
build a big cocoon
thanks to the ugly bug ball

Come on let's crawl
Gotta crawl, gotta crawl,
to the ugly bug ball
to the ball, to the ball
and a happy time we'll have there
one and all!
at the ugly bug ball

2 Found the REASON ** Find the REASON

Subject:help help
Time:3:48 pm.
I need help!!!
i need everyone to give me ideas for a love song cd. i need slow songs, mushy songs...anything that makes you say AWWWWW!!! lol i dont care how old, how new whatever i just need songs!
help meeeee

Sunday, May 2nd, 2004

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Subject:a song...
Time:8:56 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Music:westlife - how does it feel.
Westlife - how does it feel )

Saturday, May 1st, 2004

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Subject:Amanda Perez - I pray
Time:4:51 pm.
Mood: content.
Music:amanda perez - i pray.
amanda perez )

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Subject:stolen from everyone.
Time:2:53 pm.
copy these questions into my comments and then post them in your own journal.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Friday, April 30th, 2004

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Subject:someone just end this and make him come home...
Time:1:08 pm.
Mood: crushed.
i seriously want to cry.
once again everything is going wrong with philip's trip
maybe this is a sign that it wasnt meant to be?
how many people would still be fighting?!
why is it so hard to get out of canada?
i just want him here already...im tired of waiting...

im so frusterated...i think i'm pmsing...or just too stressed out, i feel like im having a mental break down.

Thursday, April 29th, 2004

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Subject:it's so hard...to say goodbye..
Time:5:54 pm.
Mood: tired.
How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweighed the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead.
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

Wednesday, April 28th, 2004

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Subject:thing stolen from jody
Time:9:44 am.
Go into your LJ's archives.
Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
Mine is:

5. What would you like your epitaph to be? uh no clue

Sunday, April 25th, 2004

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Subject:haha my toesss
Time:5:40 pm.
i got a pedicure and got designs on my toes :)
lookie lookie


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